The rain is streaking on the window
My sweater so soft and warm
Yet my mind is numb
I am tired, so very tired.
Footprints remain in this mind of mine
All the flashbacks
I wanted to run and hide
All to cry and drink my salty tears.
Praying to god and asking him
Perhaps my fate was set
To be filled with darkness.
I would look out of the window so deep
Draw away my ache on the condensed
I would show the sky where it hurt
And dream away the pain.
I am tired, so very tired
Now I know you didn’t mean it,
I tried everything to ship away the pain.
I hurt them because you hurt me
They hurt me and I hurt myself.
It still hurts as much as I breathe.
But don’t you understand?
I love you but I cannot forget
It’s always going to be there
I’ll remain tired, so very very tired.